bored, sad, and alone

by Jorge

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01:08
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00:40
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01:07
4.
01:38
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01:24
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03:12
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02:16
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if yr feeling BSA
songs i recorded at the nye's
thanks to parker, nate, brendan, and marcus
track 3 was recorded on garageband.
track 6 was recorded on iphone.
track 10 was recorded on ipod.
marcus played on tracks 5 and 7
brendan played on track 1, and 4

all songs written by me, unfortunately
track 8 & 9 were recorded with my ipod on 8/13/2011

songs about the love i will/have never experience(d)

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released August 8, 2014

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Track Name: sabotage
this is why i don't tell you anything
she said after she told me
i wanted to tell you everything
at one point we were both happy

i thought you were better than me so i sabotaged my way out of your life
now i'm trying to find my way back

we could be HAPPY ;/
Track Name: confused
really tall boy scratching his head, confused
after what she said to him last night, her words were bombs
with pale eyes looking past time, i wonder why
she dismisses my thoughts
i guess cause i have made her cry
Track Name: shame
going against my own philosophy that everything must come from within
nothing should be forced, nothing
shame, guilt
can i trust you?
Track Name: breathe
Sadness comes and sadness goes
Take a moment and breathe
Let me know all the beauty that you see
Oh please, let your eyes tell me the misery
Of your life that only you know exists

Finders keepers, or so it is
I want to keep you forever, don't leave
The sounds of your dreams keep me awake
I wanna lie next to you and taste your kiss
Track Name: vampire
i don't know where i should sleep tonight
i feel terrified just being by your side
i should just sleep in a coffin forever
no one will even know i'm there

i feel bad about last night
Track Name: pug
Saw a dog in my yard
Don’t know where she came from
So I went outside
Just to hold her tight

Wanted to give her a home
She at first said no
But now she dwells in my heart
No more being alone

But now she’s gone
Let her out of my sight
Didn’t treat her right
Let my thoughts run her mad

At first it was fun
Jokes and stories were shared,
Laughs weren’t rehearsed
But now it seem like an act

And I feel so alone
But now this just hurts
Don’t believe a word
This is all my fault

But now she’s gone
Let her out of my sight
Didn’t treat her right
Let my thoughts run her mad
Track Name: jealous
what's wrong with my heart?
what's wrong with your mind?
i don't wanna talk to you but i still call you every night

maybe i don't like you i just want to waste some time
but i still get jealous when you talk to some other guys

i don't care what you do tonight
just as long as i'm there by your side

all the tears you've cried
and i'm still surprised boredom hasn't cast a spell on all your lonely nights
wanting you to open up
is that so much to ask?
that's who i am, can't change that
believe me i like you bad
Track Name: Nothing Hurts More
Isn't everyone trying to shape their lives into a world they will only like?
And don't they want to forget the pain that has been inflicted in their heads?
All words forgotten but the scars still mark the days that have passed by
The days that come with regret and angst, oh when will this nightmare end?

Oh this life here, it's harder than I thought
Where are we headed? We find ourselves lost
We're on the same road to nowhere, forever
Don't be scared, don't call me names, I'm just afraid of what comes next

Nothing hurts more than the disappointment in her eyes
Sees precious time wasted on someone who was nothing from the start
And nothing hurts more than not knowing who you are or what you are meant to be in your precious life
Before you know it you are an old man waiting to die, you let life take a hold of who you are
And then death comes along with three equal paths: Heaven, Hell or a conscious mind silent to the rest of us

Oh this life here, it's harder than I thought
Where are we headed? We find ourselves lost
We're on the same road to nowhere, forever
Don't be scared, don't call me names, I'm just afraid of what comes next
Track Name: Run Away
When I wake up I begin to feel like shit
I think of what I can't be
I try to live my life but nothing ever works out right
and so I run away

Run away, run away
Run away, run away
Someday, I will be free
Until then, wait for me

And I look for answers in all of the wrong places
I ask all of the wrong faces
I don't know what to think so I begin to over think
I'm thinking of you

Run away, run away
Run away, run away
Little bird, fly away
Look for the stars, fly until then

AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH

Run away x8
Track Name: breathe (acoustic)
Sadness comes and sadness goes
Take a moment and breathe
Let me know all the beauty that you see
Oh please, let your eyes tell me the misery
Of your life that only you know exists

Finders keepers, or so it is
I want to keep you forever, don't leave
The sounds of your dreams keep me awake
I wanna lie next to you and taste your kiss